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Hello Journal, I know it has been several months, I told you I was bad at keeping a Journal. at least i can tell you that things are better even from yesterday as yesterday I did have an off day, an off day of just feeling wrong and that I didn't belong. I can also tell you that my fears from last semester were just that fears. I did what i thought was impossible and I passed both of my classes and made it out of academic warning and you know all it took? hard work and.  perseverance. I have came to the conclusion that college is just one big growing pain after another. once you have settled in a certain groove of things. things yet again ch

Dear Journal,                How to start writing... to start writing down how i feel and why i feel it. my therapist suggested that i should keeping a journal and write down i how i feel for the next therapist, and i totally agree with her, that maybe starting a journal and this whole summer i have been thinking that i will start one, that i will start writing about my journey to self discovery and how i felt, how i fell, and what is troubling me at that moment. But here is the thing, I'm terrible at keeping journals/diaries. and oh yes i have tried to through out my years of growing up even as recent as 2005 (i was 19 then) and going back